Hindi siya maputi, pero hindi naman siya negro.
Hindi naman siya matalino, pero hindi rin siya bobo.
Matapang siya, pero nasa lugar kung lumaban.
Hindi siya mayaman, pero may kaya sa buhay.
Madalas niya kong napapatawa, pero seryoso siya kung kinakailangan.
Marunong siyang makinig at marunong siyang magpayo.
Marunong siyang umunawa at naiintindihan niya ko.
Mahaba ang kanyang pasensya, pagkat wala akong pasensya.
Kaya niyang umiyak sa harapan ko, patunay na kaibigan niya ako.
At bukod sa Diyos, kaya niya kong mapagbago.
Mahal niya ang mga taong mahal ko,
at mahal ko ang mga taong mahal niya.
Pogi siya sa paningin ko:
hmm, matangos ang ilong niya at maganda ang mga mata.
Matangkad siya kesa sakin, pero hindi siya payatot.
Hindi siya magaling magluto, pero marunong siyang magluto.
Tinatangkilik niya ang mga sulat ko, kahit pa hindi niya hilig ito.
Marunong siyang tumugtog ng instrumento, pagkat hilig ko ito.
Kaya niya akong pagalitan, pero hindi niya ako sinisigawan.
Maabilidad siyang tao, marunong gumawa ng paraan pero maprinsipyo.
Hindi siya relihiyoso, pero naniniwala siya at mahal niya ang Diyos.
Pinoprotektahan niya ko, at ipinagtatanggol kahit hindi ko pa sabihin ito,
Wala siyang bisyo, pagkat nagbago siya para kay Kristo.
Responsable siyang tao at may magnadang trabaho.
At higit sa lahat..
'Di niya ko kayang saktan, pagkat mahal niya ko.
...and those are the very reasons why I don't like to be married..
obviously my HE'S THE ONE and ONLY EXCEPTION doesn't EXIST
:)
Dear Shella,
Hello, though I know your day isn't good, allow me to say "GOOD DAY!" for formality's sake.
I know you've realized something, otherwise I wont be writing to you. I feel your pain and I bet you're crying while reading this... If I could only make you listen to me when I say "It's ok.", then I would shout it unto your face.
So you're asking about the unfairness of this world, and you want to know if your God is real, 'cause if He is, then why does shit happen?
What I want to say is please hold on, I know you really want to be a bad girl now, a selfish-bratty-bitch, but please.. try your very best no to.
Oh, you're asking me why?
Well hmm.. I don't know, I honestly can't find a reason why, except for the fact that you're a Christian.
Yes, you're a Christian. You believe in Christ and that Jesus had changed you... from bad to good, from good to better and from better to best.. From bad to good! Not from bad to worst.
I know it's hard, believe me I know. And I'm running out of reasons to fight for the right thing to do as a Christian, 'cause like what you've said, the world is unfair and the people in it are mean (and that doesn't exclude you). Many deserve a punch on their faces. I feel you. They're really pushing your patience to the limit (although we both know that you have this very little patience).
You see, I really don't know what to tell you anymore, I don't know how the hell will I convince you to stay tamed. To be honest, I really want to say now "Ok go! Show them who you are and what you've got!", but then I still have to remind you, "base your decision, especially your action, not on your emotion."
Yes Shella, use your head. Being so damn emotional can only hurt you more.
And this time, I want you to listen. :)
Consult to me again when you need to, and though I know that you're not really listening, I'm just here.. Always here. :)
Thinkingly Yours,
brain.
P.S
Your God is real, because if He's not, the world and your life will be way much chaotic. :)
Oh, and about your thought of not getting married.. I think it's a good idea. :)
