A conversation between two high rank officials:
"You know what the chances of finding his boys are."
"We have the day they were killed, I know the area."
"Yeah, we both know it. But why change everything for one father who can't stay put?"
"Because he's the only father who came looking."
If you want to know the whole details about the conversation, watch The Water Diviner. ;) It's a great film. :D
Wednesday, May 20, 2015
Sunday, May 17, 2015
Take Me The Way I Am - Shella's Version
It was late at night, and since I know that it's safe to wake up super late in the morning, this was the outcome.
Actually, I'm not very good at this. The video proved how loser I am in this field but hey I love music and I love this song, so whether you like it or not, I'm gonna play it and sing it and upload it here in my blog. :P Pardon my selfishness this time. :P
BTW, this song is dedicated for my future husband. Hey lovey, this one's for you.
Thursday, May 7, 2015
I want You To Know, Now I know...
Suddenly I had this eagerness to write something about you; about us.
I told myself, maybe a year ago, that I won't write about you again. But I realized that would be impossible, since you became part of my life. And every time I'm going to write something about myself, you will always.. always be included in it. You had been part of my life and there's nothing I can do to erase that. And I wouldn't want to erase that. I had learned so much from our past.
But this time I'm not going to write about the pain you have caused me. That was over and done and I have forgiven you.
I'm writing to let you know, if you're reading this, that I realized my fault in our relationship. And I have to admit that I have my mistakes too.
I've been blinded by the fact that it was you who have caused me so much pain and the very reason why I had to let go. It was you who have pushed me to my limit -- that was what I thought and believed all along; that was what I have told to everybody, even to God. And oh, how selfish I am that it took me almost 3 years to realize what really went wrong. And why we didn't work out.
I have to say sorry and ask for your forgiveness.
I've been so damn stupid for playing cool and not showing how deep my love was for you, when that was all you need -- the assurance that your love for me was not in vain and that I could express mine in return. I'm sorry I failed.
I wonder if I had caused you so much pain when you knew that I lied to you that night you were waiting patiently at our house and told you I was on my way home but the truth was I was still spending time with someone else. And because you didn't ask me 'why I lied', I want you to know that I was very much happy with your visit but you should have told me earlier you were coming and maybe I had brought you with me on that date, and met this guy friend; he was an old friend. I'm sorry I didn't say sorry for keeping you waiting just for a 30-minute dinner together. I'm sorry I didn't tell the whole truth as we eat, when maybe that was the only perfect time you were expecting me to tell the truth but then again, I failed you. I'm sorry you had to hear it from someone else but I want you to know that I didn't take you for granted. The fact that you have waited for me though you already know the truth makes me feel a bitch now. I'm sorry.
And for the time I kept on answering phone calls from a close friend while we were together, made me realized how rude I was that time. If you only told me you were jealous at him, I would have kept my distance. I know how it feels and how I wish I didn't make you feel that way. I'm sorry for my ignorance.
I'm sorry for the pain I caused you that night you were at our house and this close friend came and gave more of my attention to him. I want you to know that now I know I've hurt you so that night though you didn't tell. But I want you to know how hard it was for me to divide my attention to both of you. And because you were already close to my family, it was him whom I needed to entertain the most. Besides, he seldom visits me at home while you and me were together like almost everyday. I'm sorry I assumed you would understand.
And probably this was the cruelest thing I did -- that I had the gut to introduce this close friend to my father while you stayed stranger unto him until now. I'm sorry, I just really didn't know how would I introduce you to him. I'm sorry I got scared.
It's okay if you have hated me because of these. You have all the reason to feel that way. And now I understand why your love for me had changed. And though you didn't tell, I want you know that I felt the change.
But please accept my apology for all these things I've done even with those I haven't written here that caused you pain in some ways. I'm sorry. You should know that I would never want to hurt you the way you did to me. And now I wonder that maybe it was me who triggered you to cause me that pain. I'm sorry.
I'm not hoping for a second chance, I'm hoping for your forgiveness.
I told myself, maybe a year ago, that I won't write about you again. But I realized that would be impossible, since you became part of my life. And every time I'm going to write something about myself, you will always.. always be included in it. You had been part of my life and there's nothing I can do to erase that. And I wouldn't want to erase that. I had learned so much from our past.
But this time I'm not going to write about the pain you have caused me. That was over and done and I have forgiven you.
I'm writing to let you know, if you're reading this, that I realized my fault in our relationship. And I have to admit that I have my mistakes too.
I've been blinded by the fact that it was you who have caused me so much pain and the very reason why I had to let go. It was you who have pushed me to my limit -- that was what I thought and believed all along; that was what I have told to everybody, even to God. And oh, how selfish I am that it took me almost 3 years to realize what really went wrong. And why we didn't work out.
I have to say sorry and ask for your forgiveness.
I've been so damn stupid for playing cool and not showing how deep my love was for you, when that was all you need -- the assurance that your love for me was not in vain and that I could express mine in return. I'm sorry I failed.
I wonder if I had caused you so much pain when you knew that I lied to you that night you were waiting patiently at our house and told you I was on my way home but the truth was I was still spending time with someone else. And because you didn't ask me 'why I lied', I want you to know that I was very much happy with your visit but you should have told me earlier you were coming and maybe I had brought you with me on that date, and met this guy friend; he was an old friend. I'm sorry I didn't say sorry for keeping you waiting just for a 30-minute dinner together. I'm sorry I didn't tell the whole truth as we eat, when maybe that was the only perfect time you were expecting me to tell the truth but then again, I failed you. I'm sorry you had to hear it from someone else but I want you to know that I didn't take you for granted. The fact that you have waited for me though you already know the truth makes me feel a bitch now. I'm sorry.
And for the time I kept on answering phone calls from a close friend while we were together, made me realized how rude I was that time. If you only told me you were jealous at him, I would have kept my distance. I know how it feels and how I wish I didn't make you feel that way. I'm sorry for my ignorance.
I'm sorry for the pain I caused you that night you were at our house and this close friend came and gave more of my attention to him. I want you to know that now I know I've hurt you so that night though you didn't tell. But I want you to know how hard it was for me to divide my attention to both of you. And because you were already close to my family, it was him whom I needed to entertain the most. Besides, he seldom visits me at home while you and me were together like almost everyday. I'm sorry I assumed you would understand.
And probably this was the cruelest thing I did -- that I had the gut to introduce this close friend to my father while you stayed stranger unto him until now. I'm sorry, I just really didn't know how would I introduce you to him. I'm sorry I got scared.
It's okay if you have hated me because of these. You have all the reason to feel that way. And now I understand why your love for me had changed. And though you didn't tell, I want you know that I felt the change.
But please accept my apology for all these things I've done even with those I haven't written here that caused you pain in some ways. I'm sorry. You should know that I would never want to hurt you the way you did to me. And now I wonder that maybe it was me who triggered you to cause me that pain. I'm sorry.
I'm not hoping for a second chance, I'm hoping for your forgiveness.
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Pico De Loro, 2nd Time Around
Pico De Loro Adventure, Completed!
This is the footage of the beautiful scenery as we went higher to the mountain top.
Sorry I don't own a tripod and now I know it's a must-have tool even for an adventure like this.
See my complete thought about the climb here.
See the link and then tell me your thoughts about this. :D
Thanks!
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